我是张哲瀚。
相信手写信的内容大家都已经看到了。
这段时期，得到了许多亲朋好友,和社会各界人士的鼓励与支持，谢谢大家。
这让我想起了一位朋友 曾给我分享过一个一口锅的故事。
他说 人生就像是一口大锅，当你在锅底时，无论往哪个方向走, 都是向上的。
听到这个故事，我突发奇想，给这个故事加了一些料。
我说：当你待在锅底想往上走的时候，止不住有人不断往锅里倒油，让你脚底打滑，苦不堪言。
如今想想，这个把我推向锅底，并不断倒油的人是谁，不用我说，大家 也越来越清晰了。
一个上节目 都要盗用我童年时期的照片 来引导粉丝进行嗑糖的人 真是颠覆了我的三观。
我一直认为 朋友之间互相帮助 才能够走地更远 更踏实。
演员这个标签跟随了我十几年。合作过的伙伴很多。我相信这些合作伙伴，无论关系或近或远， 都是相互尊重，尊敬的。一些对手，或是竞争关系，也都是良性的。毕竟提升自我 才是正途。
当然，我也得到了许多老前辈，老师们的提携与帮助。唯一的目的，就是拍摄出更多，更好的，更优秀的影视剧作品 来奉献给大家。
我曾在采访的时候说过 ”我红了，不代表我过得更好。我不红，也不代表我过的不好。”
也许红，利，才是原罪。天下攘攘 皆为利往。
我万万没想到 一些人 一些势力 可以以一个青年，一个家庭，乃至一个群体的尊严，甚至生命为筹码。不惜下重金 造谣一个爱国青年的政治立场，修改百度词条，联动营销号 利用大量的黑水军来蒙蔽官方媒体 招募粉丝运营 来引导未成年人 嗑所为的‘男男CP’ 鼓动起粉丝为其氪金。
一部戏的成功 没有错。错的是这些 昧着良心 挣黑心钱的人。
现在，我重新振作起来。
我还是我，没有改变。
在我人生每个阶段 都拼尽全力。
我开始 学习写作 以自我疗伤。开始学习心理学，去疗愈那些 因为我 而陷入情绪低谷的伙伴们。
照亮自己，也照亮你。
开始 练习吉他，丰富自己的艺术修养。
既然没有办法去KTV 那就学习自己喜欢的歌**儿 自弹自唱。
开始学习古诗词 以便未来可以写出更多深入人心的歌词。
现在已经完成几首作词 和几首作曲。相信在不远的将来 会跟大家见面的。
既然不论穿什么 都会让大家嗑CP，那就设计自己喜欢的服装。
只要喜欢我，支持我的人 想看，想听，便愿意与我同频共振
那我将坚定不移地走向你们。
那些不愿意醒来的人 只能说 我们的缘分就已经结束了。也祝你们好好生活 皆入所愿。
希望你们能把更多的爱意，传递给你们自己的父母，而不是沉浸在所为的‘追星快乐’当中。
你们不愿意醒来，是你们的自由。但请不要伤害我的家人和朋友。现实并不是梦。那些伤害会让我们感受到痛。
而那些 唯利是图 利用歪门邪道 谋取利益的人
我相信 因果报应 屡试不爽
人生没有一帆风顺 人生不可能尽是坦途 但求无愧于心。
让我们一起 坚强，坚持，坚信。
Find your voice.
I am Zhang Zhe Han.
I believe everyone has seen the contents of the handwritten letter.
During this period, I have received encouragement and support from many relatives, friends, and people from all walks of life. Thank you everyone.
This reminds me of a wok story a friend once shared with me.
He said that life is like a big wok. When you are at the bottom of the wok, no matter which direction you go, it is always upwards.
When I heard this story, I had a whim and added some spice to the story.
I said: When you are at the bottom of the pot and want to go upwards, you can’t stop someone from pouring oil into the pot, making you slip and very miserable.
Now that I think about it, the person who pushed me to the bottom of the pot and kept on pouring oil, I don’t have to say it, it should now have become clearer to everyone.
Someone who even used my childhood photo without permission for their appearance in a show, just to guide fans to ‘eat-candy’ really shocked my views.
**三观一般是指世界观、人生观、价值观 （ world view, life stance, values )
** This was only one of the many infringements on ZZH’s ‘traits’ being manipulated and used to create ‘candy’ for the CP fandom
I have always believed that friends should help each other, in order to go further and steadily.
The ‘Actor’ label has followed me for more than 10 years. I have worked with many partners. I believe that these partners, whether our relationships are close or distant, we all admire and respect one another. The nature of some rivalries or competitors, are also of the healthy kind. After all, self-improvement is the right way.
Of course, I also had alot of support and help of many seniors and teachers. The sole purpose is to shoot and produce more of the great and outstanding film and television works to present to everyone.
I once said in an interview, “When I’m popular, it doesn’t mean I am better off. If I’m not popular, it doesn’t mean I’m having a rough time.”
Maybe popularity, profits are the original sins. All the hustle and bustle of the world is for money.
I never imagined that some people and some forces, can use a youth, a family, the dignity of a group or even life itself as a bargaining chip. Sparing no expense, to slander the political stance of a patriotic youth – editing Baidu entries, coordinate marketing accounts, using large numbers of black PR water armies to deceive official media outlets. Recruiting fans management to guide minors to ship the so-called ‘male-male CP’. To encourage fans to spend money for this reason.
There is nothing wrong for a drama to be successful. What is wrong is these people who betrayed their own conscience to earn dirty money.
Now, I have gotten back on my feet.
I am still me, nothing has changed.
I do my best at every stage of my life.
I started learning to write as a way to heal myself. Started learning about psychology to heal my friends who have fallen into a slump because of me.
Shine a light on me & you .
Start practicing guitar and enrich my artistic training.
Since there is no way to go to KTV, so I learnt to play and sing my favorite songs.
Start learning ancient poetry so that I can write more heart-felt lyrics in the future.
Several lyrics and compositions have now been completed. I believe you will get to hear them in the near future.
Since no matter what I wear, will cause people to ship the CP, so I will design clothes that I like.
As long as people who like me, support me, want to see, to listen, and are willing to resonate with me at the same frequency, then I will walk towards you without wavering.
Those who are unwilling to wake up, I can only say that our fate has ended. I wish you all a good life, to find what you seek.
I hope you can give more love to your own parents, instead of being immersed in the ‘happiness of chasing stars’.
It’s your freedom if you don’t want to wake up. But please don’t hurt my family and friends. Reality is not a dream. Those hurtful things you do brings us pain.
And to those mercenaries using crooked ways to seek profits…
I believe in Karma. It will arrive without fail.
Life is not always smooth sailing, its not possible for life to be a smooth road the whole way, but we still strive for a clear conscience.
Together, let us stay strong, persist and firmly believe.
Find your voice.
I am not sure if its due to the language barrier, but some people felt that ZZH ‘did not talk about the progress of his case’. Maybe you were expecting some kind of wonderful development for him to update about, which would have been really great, but is sadly unlikely given the current heavily oppressive climate that ZZH still faces.
Don’t you think being trapped in a long wait, is even more frustrating for the victim himself compared to us, the anxious onlookers?
ZZH is laying out his case for the first time, this time in person, on video. He is hoping for those people who don’t know about his case, but are willing to listen, to realize what had happened to him last August. He also updates fans on he has been doing, called-out a former co-star who has been making use of him repeatedly to mislead a group of CP fans over the past 9 months. He also called-out these same ‘CP fans’ who had been hurting his family and friends.
If you listened to what he has to say, he was using those 6 minutes to the best that he could.
Allow me to share my interpretation of what he shared.
1 He identified himself. He is here to reiterate and elaborate on the contents mentioned as he assumes the viewer has already read the letter.
2 He expressed his gratitude again to everyone who has been helping and supporting him
3 He illustrated his current situation to the viewer
– he is trying to move forward ( with his case, his life ), but some (people or forces) are making that very difficult
4 He pointed the viewer to the direction of who that might be, by asking you to see what has been happening for the purpose of ‘ giving CP candy’ over the passing months
5 He defined what friendship means to him
6 He stated what being an actor means to him. He acknowledges that there is positive, healthy competition as long as there is basic respect from both sides
7 He stated his situation clearly :
– he has been set-up by competitors due to a struggle for popularity and profits
– this does not only affect him as an individual, but has an impact on his family, and even the society at large
– He is being set-up by defamation of his political stance (a repetitive tactic employed recently)
– He detailed what actions these forces had taken
– He stated the WOH drama is not to be blamed
8 It seems like he knew people have been saying he had changed.
He assures you, he is still the same man. And he is still striving to do his best.
9 He made several references to his activities which he has shared as Zhang Sanjian.
He also directly referred to one of ZSJ’s articles about dealing with depression.
** I thought I heard him say 歌儿 – was that a little roll of his tongue there – is that on purpose for some people?
10 He said he will design clothing that he likes – a nod towards EhzZ.
If we can resonate with him at the same frequency – another nod for his brand.
11 ( that long, deep breath he took before he talked to the CPfs who have hurt them 😢 )
He told the CPfs who still want to believe in the non-existent ‘ship’, that he will not see them as his fans anymore. He wished them well, and once again, appealed to them to stop hurting his family and friends.
12 He fired a final volley to warn the mercenaries without conscience, that karma will come for them.
Those who feel that ZZH is not doing anything for his case to clear his reputation?
On the contrary, by releasing the letter and this video might be a great way to shake things up.
It is clear that ZZH’s ‘enemies’ had always been afraid of him speaking up, either as ZSJ or as ZZH. They had moved quickly to discredit ZSJ when he first appeared. Not long after 813, ‘they’ already started to plant doubt in some minds that ‘when ZZH appears, it won’t be really him.‘ Plastic surgery was suggested for the airport photos, and now they took it one step further and declared the video ‘deep-fake’ technology. As absurd as it sounds, some people actually believe in this ‘truth’.
ZZH’s words are able to land their blows at the ones who have done him harm, which is why these people are desperately trying to silence him. People in the industry knows what had happened – and if paper can’t conceal the fire, these parties are not interested in getting burned.
ZZH’s ‘enemies’ in the shadows has never been just CAPA. That analysis is far too simplistic. Other than the people who benefit first-hand from his banishment and the backers who support them… it would seem even the CP fandom economy could also have self-serving people who would prefer their businesses to continue without interference from ZZH. Who will buy their goods if people ceased to believe in ‘the ship’? There might be even those who are not directly benefiting from ZZH’s situation, who are just ‘helping’ certain friends with their connections – a call here, a favor there, all turn into the links of a heavy chain holding ZZH back.
Let your plans be dark and impenetrable as night, and when you move, fall like a thunderbolt. ~Sun Tzu
Please don’t add any more pressure by asking ZZH about the progress of his case.
ZZH and his team, has asked us to wait patiently many times. So, let’s wait.
Zhang Zhehan 